Day by day
Still playin n playin all days
still waitin for school to start
its all so borin suddenly
afternoon go out walking aroun the house,,
Hmm,
first time saw the things around my house..
like nvr been there be4 or saw these n that be4~ :3
LoL..
found a hideout as well O..O
Hmm..
no idea hu cr8 it..
but it likes a cave..
a hut mayb..
searchin around if can find anythin interesting
hehe,,
found a treasure:)
but is suitable for girl only..
cuz its a doll i found..
a dog doll~
then i saw some shadow and weird sound..
feelin scary n so quickly run away to home..
phew..
i hope it didnt follow me to home..
><
at nite .. watchin tv n chattin wif frenz in msn through phone:)
Heheh..
now can use phone open msn on9~
very convenient to use now :D
but still nid more learnin
one of my paris frenz..
haha:)
chattin wif her until laugh.. xD
she is very funny:)
until i cant sleep tat time le..
when time reach 6.ooam then only sleep..
cause me late woke up..
until got scold by mum agn.. LoL
anyway~~~
tats all i tink:)
see ya ^^
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
27 27 27 27 27 January..
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
the small n big difference
Recently was not a good day for mi
hmm..
come to think of it,
i cant believe i will go crazy n sad for so long..
anyway,i will try harder to succeed and be a better man ever
and all those depressed thingy ever ..
i believe my tis havent seen partner of mine will appear soon,
i hope so.//
well,
juz follow wad HE gives me.
everything comes automatically.
No matter what kind of problems,
how tough are them
i still need to overcome it..
it is endless and tough if i dont have faith on myself
i must be a calm man
calm~~~~ :3
its make me havin red eye on others ..
seein every of my frenz havin partners oledi..
well,
i hope mine will appear soon..
cant bear these loneliness for so long.. ><
And the good things is :)
there's more n more movies comin out this comin february ^^
remember the one on january,.?
The Spy Next Door~
ya, tat movie is awesome!
Cuz jackie is in action :D
I am his super super fans! :))
talks bout tat,,
i wanna learn kungfu
chinese kungfu are cool
and oh ya,
the movies this comin feb,
(forgot to lists them..=) hehe..
well, first up is or not really first.. cuz three of these movies are goin to release on cinema on the same date!
that is 11 February :)
anyway,
the movies are
- TRUE LEGEND,( actor-Jay Chou )
- Little Big Soldier,( actors-JACKIE CHAN -ya!!- :D and WANG LEE HONG ^^)
- 14 Blades, ( highlight actor- WU CHUN!!!!! xDD OMG,,,, wanna see him badly on movies! )
Well, tis movies are all those comin up in malaysia..
i have no idea wads new comin at other countries but i hope "you" could tell mi if u know~ ^^
i luv movies :))
And so, today was quite a humour n laughing funny days :))
i like my frenz ^^
hehe..
but of course ,, i would laugh wif my partner which i dont hab any rite now..
Haiz. . .
And hmm..
i guess tats all..:)
see ya tomorrow n hab a nice day ^^
Saturday, January 23, 2010
-到底要这么做啊？-
我一直以为我一定会过每一罐
每一次的考试
每一次的challenge
每一次的所有的一切
但是在2010我输了
这新的一年既然输了
通常我的test
可以说是没有fail过的
但是就是一定要在这一年fail了
fail的很惨
------------
这时候
我就能感觉到这个压力
-担心爸妈会烦恼
-担心弟妹们会看不起我
-担心所有家人们也对我很希望
-担心我的未来
-担心我变成一个没有用的人
这些压力真的好难拿下
我也知道了为什么有很多college student会自杀
有时候也好想choose它们这条last路
但是为什么在这个时候，
-好像上帝在跟我说这条路是不能choose的
（在电视看到的很多故事都差不多跟我的problem一样）
真的不知道上天是要这么做
好累好累哦
不知道新年要这么过了
开心不起来。。。
还有根多根多的压力呢~
尤其是爱情。。。
想到这个我头都大了
我要的就不能得到
而我没感觉的，喜欢我的就有很多。。
Haizzz
上天为什么要这样啊~
这些是我2010年学到的
自己又上了一陈露了
-不要放弃~
-等待，一直等到有一天我找到这答案
5.00am了
不知道为什么妈妈没醒来
他通常都是4.00am alarm就项了
*Unknown more days to go to my death*
*I hope i can still live long) ^^
**************************
今天2.00pm才醒来
看到电话里朋友找我出来attend他的tan 姐的wedding~
跟他说不好意识去eh~
但最后还是去了
结果糊里糊涂的穿衣然后就叫妈妈带我去他家先
到了那边，忘了要穿formal formal的~ ><
但也来不及了。。~
haiz。。 就这样穿普通的衣attend了
很不好意识~ :3
吃着，聊天，没有别的了
都是不认识的人
--
最多特别的事就是lin酒~
xD
好多好多酒呢~~
就跟朋友拼命的喝
喝到party完去
到了10.00+
就回家了
朋友跟我说的话，我都听不清楚了。。
晕晕重重的头
lan我好想直接躺下
@_@
到了家，
快快跑进房间
躺了30mins醒来
不知不觉眼泪流了出来
然后好象发疯的一直roll来roll去
boom--
掉到地板
哭到差不多
再躺到chuan上睡了一个钟
醒了——
后来就下去上网了。
今天，
因该是开心吧
-也有伤心一下-
现在脑袋空空
不知道可以做什么了
Haizzz...
人生好象好难过哦。。~
Friday, January 22, 2010
<-说不出->
result。。。
到了晚上我还是没跟家人说
- - - - - - - - - - - - - -
一直发呆~
有时候要哭都哭不出
但是为什么呢？
我放了很多很多的心在里面
但是还是不给我
为什么~~~
T-T
天啊，头痛的要命。
结果还跟朋友去dye头发
没心情的，但还是去了
今天一直在外面跟朋友说啊说
我们里面（有一个拿的很好，别的都跟我一样）
结果我们一直shoot他~ 呵呵 :D
到了9.30pm才回到家里
又变moody了
烦恼的想该这么跟爸说呢？
Mmh..
然后我就坐着看电视
都是香港戏
不知道是不是中邪了，
那些故事都跟我的problem 以墨一样
但那个人做的everything都很感动，
就想想要不要跟他一样做--
>_< 但又没勇气。。
urhhh.. =X
到最后还是说了。。~
因该是成功了吧~ :)
因为他没生气~ :0]
hehe..
但还是烦脑
因为得等一年才能考呢。。。
完了
@_@
我看我得等到26才有certificate..
hmm..
算了吧
也没办法了
就跟老天爷的意识走~ ^^
对了
换了电话了哦~
0109682787
see ya:)
Thursday, January 21, 2010
aduh...
22 jan 2010
早上起来之前
梦到很多很多bad的。。
有开心的也只是一点~
结果想到今天result就要出了
要看也有点不敢看-
最后还是看了。。~
一边看到心一直跳
结果没看到。。=_= 吓坏了。。
然后就打电话问朋友们
说差不多该出了
一边sms/打电话，一边看facebook等
到最后result finally出了
第一个看
有点blur
再一次看
吓倒了。。
3个N
2个C
1个P
看到晕死了
N>??...
是什么？。。~
头头也不知道是什么来的，
怕怕的心-问了朋友什么来的（重来没拿过N)
最后才知道N是 Not Pass.. T_T
第一个reaction,
笑
第二，
没表情
第三，
听歌。。。
最后
要哭也不能
Haiz..
已经尽力了
最后还是没过
aduhh aduhhhh
掺了
@__@
Monday, January 18, 2010
疯了，哭了，笑了~ :))
又很久没写blog了。。~
没办法 ><
因为最近都要2.00am-400am才有机会online。
但有时会觉得lazy :3
-上个tuesday，
我和朋友玩24小时，
去park
去cafe坐坐
还说心事，还有。。。
“赌钱”
赌了还好不过。。。。
crazy到赌了差不多有 7个钟吧~
疯到。。。
-wednesday
去3部电引
也是很疯。。~ =_=
没什么吧，一直在外面就是了~
-thursday
坐飞机回hometown :))
到了家又出去了。。。~
hometown的朋友也是疯疯的，哈哈
-friday
就去看Spy Next Door~
xDD
JACKIE CHAN的戏呢！
我的最爱～<3<3<3
:D
超喜欢他的，
是我小时后的偶像呢! :)
HeHe,,
－－ｓａｔ
本来是可以休息的，
但家人也疯，
说一起ｓｈｏｐｐｉｎ
Ｍｍｍｈ．．
拼了拼了～
－－ｓｕｎ
忘记自己做了什么。。＝＝
好像晕过去吧，
不知道。。
也好像是我想起很多东西的一天，
一直梦到ｍｉｃｋｅｙ ｍｏｕｓｅ。。。
也梦到我中学英文老师（Ｍｄｍ Ｌｏｏ）
～也好像睡觉时一直掉下地板４－５次＋ Ouch~~ >_<
有时候做梦很好玩，
有时候太恐怖了！！ ＠＿＠
有个梦那天做的怕到真的差点不能ｗａｋｅ ｕｐ。。
yuack~ >< （不像想那件事）
３．３３ＡＭ了ｅｈ～ ．＿．
Ｈｍｍ，好啦。
该睡了～
晚安。。 ^0^
Thursday, January 14, 2010
酸还是累呢？。。~ xD
又friday了~ ><
刚好我也到家了。
:)
这几天都很好~ xD
其实是有空写blog但是又觉得累，
所以就记着在自己心里。。~
虽然有很多事，但我看我自己知道就可以了吧。
Hmm..
也觉得，因该是累吧。。
因该不是
只是我的眼睛
好像more N more blur 了。。。
掺了，
该不会我快看不到了吧。。。
朋友有说去买眼镜
但我不要。。 >.>
现在...
可能根厉害了吧。~
Hmm
管他吧
哈哈
好了~~
就这么多--
今天也出新的episode了吧~
嘻嘻
就是我每天看的anime
FRIDAY4 Naruto :3
byee~:)
Friday, January 8, 2010
血血的一天~
讲到这个。。~
真的是我一生中受过的一天。。。
昨天的昨天就开始上厕所后，
看到了血在马桶的。。 OMG! 吓倒！！
Thursday, January 7, 2010
In the end .. MANY MANY things wanna tell you.. >_<
allright..
I think i havent finish talk..
-LOL- :3
Well.. i encounter many many things..
But i dunno why .. when i wanna write it, i cant remember..
When i no writing it.. i remember it again.. -_-
aduh..
i am bad with memory i guess..
Hahaha..
Oh ya,
yesterday i chatted with my friends :)
long time no talk with him too..
Glad that he still remember me ^^
And
Hmm..
There's one time a girl ask me a question..
(o.O) and i dunno how to answer..
she ask me if
how am i when i am single..
right now i still dunno how to answer this..
But i think the answer will appear soon.
mmh..
Thats the hardest question i ever had..
>_<
talking about gaming..
Oh my god..
I saw some girls are more pro than boys..
Nowadays, not only boys crazy of gaming..
even girls..
OMG!!
i even lose to some of them.. T0T
aww..
(I MuST TrAIN HARD!!) ><
I have one question for myself...
And dunno how to answer this too..
Is it weird that boy write blog?? O...O
I feel girly somehow when writing this stuff..
LoLs..
well, i think it should be okay..
as i am juz expressing my feeling:)
Hehe..
and ya!!
today is my friend's birthday!!
time, 12:19AM le..
8th january 2010..
His name is alan..
I think we had been friends for almost 1 year le~ :)
i know it because i saw it on facebook yesterday XD
i was suprised anyway.. and quickly greet him.. HahA
He told me he want SPECIAL present.. =_=
and the present he ask for were not good things..
Haiz.. Hahaha
Like girls.. massage.. all those crazy things.. =_=
Anyway...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! my 1st friends 2010 birthday~!! :)
And ya,, my first cousin 2010 birthday at yesterday too!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TWO ^^
i am back!! =_=
i am back again to here.. =_=
Long time no open my unknown blog again..
When i open this..
i was scared.. LoLs
Thinking of how come i will make this kind of blog? O..O
Anyway.. funny:)
Hmm..
Today i was feeling moody.
I dunno why but nothing to talk about..
Oh ya,.
There's one thing to talk about..
I made a weird dream twice.
yesterday and today.
The dream...
was funny :)
was touching ..
was horrible too.. =-=
but most importantly,
its all about the people around me.
although some are not around me..
but i still dreamt then..
doing things together,
got attacked by weird monster..
(Like anime monster ._. )
LoL..
Well..
Today i saw a girl's profile.
I hope she was ok..
Cuz i hurt her..
which i was not purposely done it..
It's a long story..
anyway, i wish her all the best.
Mmh..
allright..
i was almost time to go back my hometown again:)
after a long long journey >_<
and finally meet my faMILY :DD
and CNY is nearby too!
hooray~~ :D
Time to be with all of my family members together celebrate:)
LOng timeeeeeeeeeeee no see them too.. >__<
Hehe..
Anyway, i am back:)
-L-
